1,1,2012-New Year- New Perspective.

Welp.. its 2012 folks. and I know even still no one reads this lol. That could possibly be the reason I lost my motivation to write in this everyday for 1 year in 2011. Whoops. besides.. I was writing either a. nonsense stuff or b. stuff that I shouldnt have been writing-didnt need to share. haha anywho.. with the start of the new year.. I come to you.. to not make a promise or a resolution of writing in this everyday but to POSSIBLY write in it more. or when I have something interesting or invigorating to share. --or something.

Lets see my new years resolution for 2012 is

WELL I dont have one lol

This year I plan to forgive more, eat less junk food, love deeper, be more compassionate, drink MORE WATER, get fit..blah blah blah- but these desires are not in resolution forms because I find that I fail at those. MOST IMPORTANTLY--TRAVEL more. Also, to be more spontaneous ;)

In 2011, I learned that talk is still cheap, true friends are HARD to come by, and life really does go on. I am happy with that. Very happy. Although, I do find myself really missing having a friend to go out with aka shop, go out to eat, watch movies together, and talk to on the phone..but I digress.

I have learned a lot about myself this year.. a lot of things that I don't like, but also a lot of things that I loved about myself that I thought I lost..but didn't. Feels nice. 

Ekk--While 2011 wasn't the worst year of my life. It wasn't the best.. I felt very stagnant for a lot of it. This year(2012) I graduate and will experience a plethora of changes in my life. I believe I am ready, although I am scared to become a big girl.. I know I have a GREAT support system backing me up.

Welp-In saying all of those things- I am trying to be LESS of a babbler as well (lol) I will leave you will a survey and a picture. Okay-I lied-I couldn't find a survey and after 4 minutes of searching I decided to give up soooo Ill leave you with a picture

Love<3

Its been forever.

I havent blogged in months.. but I thought I would give it a try again. for now. I wish I had more to say but sadly I dont.. which is the reason I stopped blogging in the first place. I felt like I just kept repeating myself because my life was super boring.. well it hasnt changed much. haha Its summer now though.. yay. Thats ALWAYS exciting.. my nurse apprenticeship for the summer ended July 15th so now I basically just sit at home all day aimlessly searching for something to do.. haha going from working 40 hours a week to nothing is sooo weird!! I am still working on my research though.. which was also supposed to be due July 15th.. yeah havent finished it yet.. it should be done sometime soon though! I just need to get the motivation to DO it! hmm other than that.. life is good. Tim and I went on an Oklahoman river cruise with Mcnair scholars program this evening.. it was nice.. we also ate at pearls crabtown.. it was delicious.. but  I think I ate toooo much spinach and artichoke dip so now my stomach HURTS. I think I made a previous blog about being allergic to spinach a LONNNNG time ago.. well I just thought I was allergic to raw spinach.. come to find out..I might be getting a little more sensitive to even cooked spinach or something because my stomach doesnt feel well. I mean im sure it could have been something else.. but i didnt really eat anything abnormal.. maybe it was some of the fruit or something.. I dont know.. ive never had a reaction to any fruit before from what I know but.. who knows! All I know is I HATE when this happens.. ugh! my stomach cramps and ahhh thats all i can think about right now.. worst feeling evaaa. Im also super bored at the moment if you couldnt tell haha.. and my computer is gonna die soon.. it doesnt hold charge at aLL anymore.. Time for a new one I think!! Anywho im bored with this.. maybe ill post again another time.

B

Ardmore. Trip.

I know its been forever since I blogged. Im sorry about that.. although no one reads this I am sure. This was a really good weekend for me.. except for the fact that I didnt get to see my husband for a couple days=( I missed him.. I feel lost when he isnt here lol because we are always together.. but anywho.. I went to Ardmore to visit my family while he was on his trip with McNair. I love being able to spend time with my family and those that are most important to me.. I also went up to the mall a couple times to visit Andrea.. I missed her too. We used to be a lot closer than we are now.. but she is still one of my really good friends. I went to Chanoa's little sister Celena's birthday party as well. Man, she is getting old! Oh how time flys.. I actually remember the day that Sandy brought her home from the hospital.. ten years ago.. wow. Things have changed so much. I also got to see Norma, her husband and Kara. It was nice to see them.. I havent seen them or some other people I used to be super close with in forever.. Its good to see where ever one is now.. I mean I am sure things could always be better.. but everyone seems to be.. surviving. I went to eat lunch with Andrea on Saturday at this new place in Ardmore called Ten Star Pizza. I kept staring at the owner because I knew I remembered him from somewhere.. well come to find out he was my english teacher in high school that moved away. Its funny how Ardmore has that way of pulling people back in.. I dont understand that.. but nonetheless.. it was a nice visit. My family is doing well... which is always a blessing. I also got to get some letters from Clifford, my old boss. I was waiting to meet him and I didnt see him.. then finally some guy walked by that looked like him only 100 POUNDS lighter!! lol I was like oh my goodness! Im proud of him! =) He is trying to be all healthy and stuff! I love success stories=) Anywho.. its super late and I need to read my Bible and go to bed.. I could say alot more though.. but I wont.

LOVE Bailee

Seeepy.

Another day. ahhh, doesnt it feel good to know that you have successfully completed another day! I love the Lord! My day was rather boring though as usual.. its very routine. bleh, but i have a GREAT testimony=) I made a 98 on my OB test!! Yahoo!! I was sooo happy when I saw the grade!! GOD is so good.. and I give him all the glory because Lord knows I shouldnt be staying up till four am to study but he works it out anyhow! So there is my testimony.. I encourage you all to have some faith! Other than that, I went to class this morning a little early to get some things in order for our class presentation! Ours was over Laryngeal cancer.. can you say boring lol.. but I think we did pretty good. After class, Ancy and I went to the computer lab to do something for OB so at least that assignment is complete! I also signed up to do my make up med surg sim tomorrow so i can get it over with.. I HATE sim.. it makes me nervous! I went to work at 12:30 and basically did nothing but run a few errands for work and take my scholarship app to howell hall! After work, Tim, Kyle, and I went to pick up a bed we bought from someone.. Its not brand new but they seem like clean people and i KNOW it will be better than our bed! So Im super excited about that! I cant wait till we get to set it up! We then got ready to go to Brittani's for Bible study which was good! I met her roommate she is a sweetie! =) Now I am really tired.. but thats the synapsis for my day! I hope you enjoyed=))))

Love B.

official valentines day!

Well well well.. we meet again.. sorry Im a slacker.. Sunday Night I was studying for a test from like 9 till 4 am so I didnt really get a chance to blog.. I think thats a pretty good reason though. I am sOO tired. I need rest.. and I signed up to make up for med surg sim tomorrow but thats not THAT big of a deal because I would have been at work anyway.. I just kinda need sleep. Tim is going out of town this weekend for something with Mcnair so I think I am going to go to Ardmore to visit because I miss my familia so much and I dont wanna sleep at the house alone.. (lame I know) haha I didnt really do much today.. except work and I had TWO tests.. gag me. I feel like I kinda neglected one of them for the other so hopefully my grade doesnt reflect that lol.. At work I didnt do much except work on some stuff for class.. then I rushed around after I got off to get some strawberries and chocolate to make chocolate covered strawberries and I got Tim some candy and a card since he ALWAYS complains of me eating his lol.. I then went to get him a ballon because I didnt wanna waste money on getting him a flower or something lol When we got home we laid down and took a nap because we were both exhausted.. exciting I know. haha then I cooked dinner-- one of those Bertoli things.. it was super good actually. We then proceded to do homework and I watched some shows online.. nothing big. I NEEd to clean my house.. Im anal about clutter and its definitely that so I might do that soon. Anywho, Im just rambling and boring so ill post some other time.. LOVE YOU ALL!=) Happy Valentine's day.. offically.

Bailee

V day and Amber's birthday parttttay!

Ahhh.. Oh my goodness. So first of all, I was laying here taking a break from studying watching the end of teen mom on the computer minding my own business and all of a sudden a HUGE spider crawls out of no where like right by my face!! At first I was like okay its one of those hoppy spider cricket looking things but NO it was a real spider it looked muscular and it was brown!! MY goodness I JETTED out of bed! I was planning on trying to kill it myself but it was wayyy too intimidating.. like normally im not scared of spiders but this one was a bit ridculous..  so I called Tim in here and before he came in he was like oh whatever its probably just a little spider.. then he got in here and was like you were right.. it is a big spider lol! So we strategized and were gonna spray it with poison but for one we didnt want it to get on my pillow or my side of the bed and for two,  we didnt think that would be a quick enough death.. like it may have ran off somewhere so Tim decided to be heroic and hit it.. which is no easy matter on a soft surface like a pillow and this thing was quick! Well he goes in for the kill and............... HITS it!! but then immediately jumps back and screams like a girl lol!! I wish I would have gotten that moment on camera=) good times.. excluding the fact that I am now paranoid to go to sleep for fear that its mate may come looking for it.. ekkk! Alright now to my day and yesterday since I didnt write, Yesterday was a good day. I went to class till about two then Tim and I came home and took a short nap before going to the hotel for our early Valentines day=) We had to drop Typ off at Chanoas first and she was soo scared.. poor baby.. she hardly left here little corner.. I felt bad for her and Chanoa said it was depressing. lol She was shakin so bad and did not want me to leave.. I hate leaving my little baby girl!!! Anywho, the hotel was fun! I loved being able to watch some cable tv lol I know that sounds corny but when you dont have it you appreciate it more haha later on that night we went to eat at beverly's waffle house which was GOOD..then went back to the hotel and basically watched tv while Tim did some necessary homework and I slowly drifted off to dream land.. It was a good night.. we planned on getting up early to partake of the free breakfast but the bed was SOO comfy we didnt get a chance to.. lol we woke up at like 11 or so and took showers and checked out at 12..after that we went to the mall and that was basically it with that.. We then came home and went to pick up Typ.. she came out of her shell a little when we got there and started playing and drinking gobs of water haha.. At about 6, we went to Amber's birthday party!! It was super fun! We basically just sat around and talked for a long time then ate.. yummy.. we did play one half game of pictionary though! That was fun too.. so overall a good night.. although Ancy wanted to leave like super early but us slackers held her hostage until like 10 haha Tim and I left shortly after Anc did and I came home and started studying shortly after.. I got a good hour and a half in before I became bored lol.. I did eat something AGAIN that made me have an allergic reaction except im not quite sure what it was this time.. something healthy I think lol.. I think im just allergic to healthy foods? haha bad. but my mouth started tingly which is a KEY indicator that Im allergic to something.. I stopped eating after that.. but my other symptoms have a slow onset so it took about 2 hrs for me to start feeling like jittery and my stomach to start hurting.. but my tummy hurts pretty bad.. Im just glad it wasnt a reaction like before.. but I would sure like to know what caused it!! Thats all I got for tonight though.. Sorry Im posting this after tweleve.. whoops.. but I still consider this the same day because I havent gone to sleep yet! lol Well goodnight world!

LOVE Bailee

Love.

Yet again, not much to say. Im sure people that actually read this are probably like geez this is so boring lol. but anyways, I basically slept all day. I didnt have clinical today due to it being my "day off" from ob clinical so I slept. I was planning on waking up and going in to work so I could get some extra hours because we missed so many days last week but that just didnt sound appealing as I was laying in bed! haha So i didnt go to work when I should have.. but I did get some laundry done and wash some dishes.. I also watched a couple tv shows and studied some.. GO ME. seriously I started studying for a test more than the night before.. I dont remember the last time that happened.. really! haha. So I studied some while Tim was at work then when he got here I made dinner while he washed the rest of the dishes and watched basketball online.. It was actually his night to make dinner but I knew he didnt really know how to make it and I didnt feel like explaining it to him lol soo I made it. I made baked ziti.. its soooo good! I love it and its very simple to make.. plus I added a slightly healthier spin on it and make it with turkey meat =).. I tried to get Tim to put his computer up for dinner and I literally had to pry it out of his hands because the game was in the fourth quarter.. and he says " you dont stop watching a game in the fourth quarter" haha like I care.. but he muted it and left it in the living room and just glanced over a little.. so I would say that was a decent compromise! After dinner I began studying again.. after watching greys of course! Im a studying machine.. plus i enjoy studying OB though! I also took out a little time to book Tim and I a hotel room for tomorrow to celebrate our early valentine's day! Its our first one married so we wanted to do something a little more special=) It should be fun! Im excited its good to just get away from the house sometime! Now I am sitting here about to do this ati book questions and go to bed shortly! Love you all.

Bailee!