Cold.

Well.. Yesterday's blog wasnt so good because I wasnt in a very good mood so ill try harder today! Okay... so... yesterday was a rather boring day.. didnt do much except go to church then sit around the rest of the day. Church was really good yesterday.. I thank God for just being God.. and for manifesting himself to me=) Today started the first day of the semester!! I am super excited to get back into the swing of things but then again not so much? lol I am excited for OB, but it just seems like so much stuff to do already! UGH.. which I need to get started on today! I will hopefully do that after I get done with this.. I went to lunch with a few girls from nursing today, Ancy and Amber. They are super nice and cool people.. I dont know why we never really talked before lol.. I guess thats just kinda how things go.. you find one person you click with then kinda stick to them but I determined in my mind that things are gonna be different this semester and have decided to step outside my comfort zone=) I hope to meet more friends this semester as well as to build on my new friendships.. You know I've been thinking alot lately about my friendships. I decided that with the new year I was gonna do things differently..I was going to try to make up with old friends and make new ones..now I am starting to reconsider as far as old friendships go. I made an attempt to reconnect with an old friend,, we used to be really close and for some reason we arent anymore. I dont know the reason.. I know that at one point it was because I wasnt being that great of a friend. I apologized and tried to make things better because I didnt want to lose this person as a friend or at the time best friend. I understand that if someone hurts you, you may lose trust in them, but I feel like if someone apologizes to you over and over again and really make an effort to be friends with you, you try. I guess this person felt differently.. I tried for months to hang out with this person.. to text this person.. to talk to them on facebook anything but I just felt like it was VERY one sided. Recently, I thought okay im gonna give this one last shot. I tried talking to her a little then pretty much was just like so we should hang out blah blah like I usually do anyways to make things short I was like YOU text me if you want to get lunch or something next week. I wanted her to make an attempt if she actually wanted to still try to be friends.. of course, as I expected, she replied.. how about you text me..Ill forget. Okay, I know she has a super good memory.. she wouldnt "forget". If you want to do something with someone, especially your friend you dont just forget. I took this as I dont really want to hang out with you.. I dont know if this was a right conclusion but it just seemed that way after the effort that I put in..I mean at least I attempted to text and see how she was doing and she couldnt even "remember" to have lunch less than a week later nor had made an attempt to even see how I was in months. Also, I really considered this person a good friend like really good friend.. like good enough where I wanted to do something for her on her birthday.. I made her a cake and would have gone out to eat with her or whatever she was doing for her birthday had I gotten an invite, but I didnt even get a call on my birthday.. REALLY? I know pretty much no one reads this.. but if you do.. what do you think about this situation? am I over reacting or should I just forget about it? I really dont like losing friends because I value the actual friends I do have, but I know there comes a point when you read between the lines and see the message the other person is really sending.

Okay, so back to today.. Tim and I woke up this morning absolutely FREEZING. I was like what is going on.. its 58 degrees in this house!.. apparently, our furnace broke or something! ugh.. so there goes $200. Its sooo hard being a home owner! I dont like having to pay everything ourselves..upkeep on a house is expensive.. but I keep reminding myself that it will be a good investment when we leave! lol I really hope Tim is able to get it fixed before I get home haha I dont wanna go home freezing.. and I feel bad for poor little Typ.. I know she was probably cold being in that house all day!Also, apparently a couple pipes need to be fixed too! ahh not good.

Welp.. I dont have much else to say right now.. I will post a picture late!

Love Bailee!